Tuesday, May 3, 2011

it's fine

I am trying to change, to make things better for us. Step 1: I am trying hard not to make a problem of little things - pointing out little promises you didn't keep; that one time you were fifteen minutes late and that time you said you would call back. I just don't want to be that needy girl anymore - I hate the feeling of wanting you more than you want me. Normally, I would automatically react and distancing myself from you, become cold, so you would feel what I feel. But now, I executed step 1: Took a deep breath, changed my state of mind, and thought, fine, it's fine.

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