the fine line between love and hate

The reason why I hang on to you is because when we are happy, we are intensely happy. You and I are proof of real chemistry. We are both childhood love and high school sweethearts. We share the same ambition and humor and I love how I can act like a weak little girl because you are the strong and confident one. We wrestle and make love and we are more than a couple, we are best buddies.  But the reason I have doubts about us is because when we fight, I feel my heart literally aching. I want to cry, shout and kick. You’re the only one that can make me feel ecstatic and at the same time complete out of control. I now understand the fine line between love and hate.